Strong Girl

Hi. Assalamualaikum.

I ni jenis yang susah menangis. Selagi boleh bertahan memang sumpah takkan nangis. Sometimes terfikir, tak normal ke I ni kenapa tak nangis. Setahun boleh kira berapa kali je nangis. Sekarang ni I tengah ada problem yang taknak lah cerita kat blog for now. Nanti dah sedia I cerita okay. Masalah yang sangat menekan maka I sangat tertekan tapi still tak ada setitik air mata pun keluar lagi. Ada je rasa nak nangis tapi selalu cam otak ke hati I ke apa potong cakap jangan nangis, you're stronger than this, apa pointnya nangis, tak selesai masalah pun. So I ended up tak nangis.

It's not like I nak cakap yang orang kuat menangis ni lemah. NO OKAY! I tak rasa macam tu langsung. Tapi untuk diri I sendiri memang I strict gila. Tak boleh nangis, kau kuat kau boleh hadap semua ni. That's just me. Degil and ada satu pendirian yang tak suka orang lain nampak I lemah, I sedih, I sakit. Kadang-kadang bila I sakit pun I selalu tak nampak macam sakit because I push myself to not look sick. So, orang keliling selalu ingat I sihat je waktu I sakit. Memang jenis yang tak suka orang simpati or menyusahkan orang. So I prefer pendam and hadap sendiri. My husband pun selalunya tak tahu apa I rasa sebab I suka macam ni.

Should I change? No right? Setiap orang ada character masing-masing. So let me be me.

Kesimpulannya, I will not cry until it is too much to bear. Please doakan semuanya baik-baik je untuk I. My heart hurts so bad I don't know how long I can tahan. So please pray for me.


Love,
Nurul

My New Blogger Template

Hi. Assalamualaikum.

So today I changed my blog template. I bought my blog template from Etsy. And I think it's cute so I love it. I bought it for $4.99. It was actually priced at $30 and I'm lucky I found the template and it was on sale! Huge mark down guys how can I not buy it?! Hence, I think I'll use this template for a long time because I bought it. All this while I just used free blogger template so I feel nothing. But for this new template I'm excited! I hope I'll love it for long because knowing myself I'm the type who gets easily bored with things. Haha let's see...

So what do you guys think? Yay or Nay? 😍